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omnia_mutanturi don't think i was on my best behavior last night.
i forget, sometimes, no matter how firmly i insist it's part of my charm, sometimes i can and should keep my thoughts inside my head.
funny that light didn't mentioned it was i that suggested we pick the elf's pockets for healing money. i don't know, it seemed appropriate. probably just because i was pissy about the mock combat, and then the subsequent real combat. i'm sure getting one's ass handed to one and enacting some sort of gamerdork version of the opening of Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead has its appeal. i'll just have to work my way into it. i love everyone there, and i'm going to strive for food that goes over better than last night. or maybe i'll just serve them all annie's mac'n'cheese, and i'll have fun, dammit, because this is a collection of some of the most fun people i know in one place.
tonight will just be a fuckton of dishes, making bean&cheese thingies and reading. i'm hoping to start organizing the library Right Now, because dammit, my books have been all out of order for nearly a whole month. but the kitten smell, though it's fading, and even though it's not a bad odor, just distinctive, disinclines me to spend a lot of time in the room. Currently, i'm imagining the window wall and the bookshelf-less wall a darker color, and the other two a brighter white. i'd like to make the closet doors not suck, and bring in some sort of window treatment other than sketchy venetian blinds, probably one that brings the white onto the darker wall. (we have the cheapest windows ever) though the other option is that i've seen a white/purple/red scheme (yes it sounds appalling) that looked fantastic, so if i could find curtains i like in the red, i could do the walls purple, but then they'd have to be more primary than i was intending, because i'm not sure the darker shades would go as well.
secretly, i'm just coveting the curtains in faces' basement. and a new shower curtain. gods, how i long for a new shower curtain. i was even secretly tempted by one in stop'n'shop, which looked like a giant's game of othello.
i'm doing a lot of brooding these days. and a lot of it just feels like a sort of pensive curiosity rather than actual depression. hopefully this lasts, or maybe even lifts into something more energetic than i've been feeling lately. i'm adoring atwood's Wilderness Tips (i picked up a lot of books at the LWV booksale last weekend), and i started patience and sarah for old times' sake, and i've got salt or maybe i'll try quicksilver again. (i've lost all shame, and now read on the halfmile walk home from work. i'm getting pretty good at the walkingwhilereading combo, and sometimes get annoyed that i get home too quickly)
i forget, sometimes, no matter how firmly i insist it's part of my charm, sometimes i can and should keep my thoughts inside my head.
funny that light didn't mentioned it was i that suggested we pick the elf's pockets for healing money. i don't know, it seemed appropriate. probably just because i was pissy about the mock combat, and then the subsequent real combat. i'm sure getting one's ass handed to one and enacting some sort of gamerdork version of the opening of Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead has its appeal. i'll just have to work my way into it. i love everyone there, and i'm going to strive for food that goes over better than last night. or maybe i'll just serve them all annie's mac'n'cheese, and i'll have fun, dammit, because this is a collection of some of the most fun people i know in one place.
tonight will just be a fuckton of dishes, making bean&cheese thingies and reading. i'm hoping to start organizing the library Right Now, because dammit, my books have been all out of order for nearly a whole month. but the kitten smell, though it's fading, and even though it's not a bad odor, just distinctive, disinclines me to spend a lot of time in the room. Currently, i'm imagining the window wall and the bookshelf-less wall a darker color, and the other two a brighter white. i'd like to make the closet doors not suck, and bring in some sort of window treatment other than sketchy venetian blinds, probably one that brings the white onto the darker wall. (we have the cheapest windows ever) though the other option is that i've seen a white/purple/red scheme (yes it sounds appalling) that looked fantastic, so if i could find curtains i like in the red, i could do the walls purple, but then they'd have to be more primary than i was intending, because i'm not sure the darker shades would go as well.
secretly, i'm just coveting the curtains in faces' basement. and a new shower curtain. gods, how i long for a new shower curtain. i was even secretly tempted by one in stop'n'shop, which looked like a giant's game of othello.
i'm doing a lot of brooding these days. and a lot of it just feels like a sort of pensive curiosity rather than actual depression. hopefully this lasts, or maybe even lifts into something more energetic than i've been feeling lately. i'm adoring atwood's Wilderness Tips (i picked up a lot of books at the LWV booksale last weekend), and i started patience and sarah for old times' sake, and i've got salt or maybe i'll try quicksilver again. (i've lost all shame, and now read on the halfmile walk home from work. i'm getting pretty good at the walkingwhilereading combo, and sometimes get annoyed that i get home too quickly)
