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Aug. 20th, 2004 09:51 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
omnia_mutanturt minus whatever.
i refuse to count again.
hell, maybe i won't even get to move. maybe i'll be homeless. that would be thrilling.
but i'm certainly going to try and take what lesson i can from this and Not Be Excited. which is probably for the best. i'm better at exhaustion than excitement, anyway.
and the Signature Sounds anniversary show, which is comprised of pretty much everyone i'd ever want to see on a stage is the weekend after thanksgiving. which means i'll be in some random middle-y part of the country meeting light's family. maybe if i'm lucky, they'll ask me to go to church.
i figure, if i'm miserable, i might as well get down and wallow in it, yes?
light's post hurt. a lot. like somehow i was being miserable just to upset him, that i was supposed to be somehow explaining myself in some cogent way while being miserable. and it seems so blindingly obvious to me why i'm miserable, that this is the only possible reaction i would have to the news i was given.
it's just four days.
it's a broken promise. (not his promise, but broken still)
i refuse to count again.
hell, maybe i won't even get to move. maybe i'll be homeless. that would be thrilling.
but i'm certainly going to try and take what lesson i can from this and Not Be Excited. which is probably for the best. i'm better at exhaustion than excitement, anyway.
and the Signature Sounds anniversary show, which is comprised of pretty much everyone i'd ever want to see on a stage is the weekend after thanksgiving. which means i'll be in some random middle-y part of the country meeting light's family. maybe if i'm lucky, they'll ask me to go to church.
i figure, if i'm miserable, i might as well get down and wallow in it, yes?
light's post hurt. a lot. like somehow i was being miserable just to upset him, that i was supposed to be somehow explaining myself in some cogent way while being miserable. and it seems so blindingly obvious to me why i'm miserable, that this is the only possible reaction i would have to the news i was given.
it's just four days.
it's a broken promise. (not his promise, but broken still)
