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 It's hard to give myself permission to just gve up on being productive tonight.   I mean, I'm not going to be productive, but it's hard not to feel like a lazy asshole for not being productive.  

 

But today I went to the gym in Cambridge, therapy in Brookline and an eye exam in JP where I learned how to put in and take out contacts.  And then get stuck in traffic coming home, and then for extra annoyance, I can't park in my own driveway so had to drive around until I found on-street parking that wasn't parallel.  (I really need to figure out parallel parking but I also am kind of hoping I can just wait for the next car which will have fancy rear view camera.  

 

But I'm tired, and my foot hurts and my eyes hurt and I really want to just do my jigsaw puzzle and hold off on the dishes until tomorrow.   And there's something going on with conA that I really want to think about for a bit but my brain feels tired too and run away screaming and approach intentionally seem like equally good ideas.