"I am telling you, like I always do"

Any day now.

Any day now, I'll catch up on the laundry, the dishes, my email.  i'll make plans with friends, figure out a halloween costume, my next vacation, my feelings about convention running.   I'll bake a cake, brush the cats, cross-stitch.   i'll figure out if we're going to stay in this house long enough that i want to renovate the kitchen, trying to get solar panels, hang curtains.

but now, things feel very day to day.  Light decided to stay his current employer, Abundance's first visit in Somerville since we started dating felt really natural (if far too short).  I've decided being a conchair isn't for me, I've found an amazing trainer who believes I can do straightup, unmodified pushups (and that I can do six sets of five of them in half an hour, even if I'm not getting superlow).

I remember that I'll feel better.   I remember that maybe I just need some sleep and some chocolate and the weather to break. I want to tell all the awesome stories about dating Abundance and the attendant big feelings, I want to mainline all the episodes of Elementary, I want to finish this goddamn book.   Right now, though, I think I just want to go to bed.