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i was going to post about how totally awesome my long weekend was, because it really, really was. but i'm going to postpone that post, until i'm in a better place to make it. 'cause right now work just called because it's broken, and i've got a dentist appointment tomorrow because my surgery site is sore and bled a lot for no apparent reason a couple days ago and i am absolutely consumed with anxiety.

so, instead of gloating about the waterfall and the chocolate and the jacuzzi and the scones and the dvds we watched and comics we read, i'm going to try not to cry and eventually go grocery shopping and feel really, really guilty about being anxious and ruining the end of vacation.

bite me, world.

(edit: well, now i know that the face i make when i cry hurts. i hate this lots.)

(no subject)

i was going to post about how totally awesome my long weekend was, because it really, really was. but i'm going to postpone that post, until i'm in a better place to make it. 'cause right now work just called because it's broken, and i've got a dentist appointment tomorrow because my surgery site is sore and bled a lot for no apparent reason a couple days ago and i am absolutely consumed with anxiety.

so, instead of gloating about the waterfall and the chocolate and the jacuzzi and the scones and the dvds we watched and comics we read, i'm going to try not to cry and eventually go grocery shopping and feel really, really guilty about being anxious and ruining the end of vacation.

bite me, world.

(edit: well, now i know that the face i make when i cry hurts. i hate this lots.)