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i'm having a fantastic weekend, full of good food, CSI episodes, lots of tea and my kitten, and some candle buying (mulled wine, harvest, holiday berry) and book-buying. (anyone want a copy of Gaiman's Smoke & Mirrors? I bought an extra by accident)

i have never figured out how to deal with people making those i love sad, uncomfortable, angry or really any other negative emotion. my first impulse is, always has been, and very well may be always will be, violence towards the thing negatively affecting said person, and then get said person into my space and feed them. i'm not sure why physical violence appeals so much to me, it's been years since i've seriously damaged anyone, and i know that it doesn't solve anything, but the impulse remains.

watching Light's crashy game makes me nauseous. so i'm going to put away dishes.

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i'm having a fantastic weekend, full of good food, CSI episodes, lots of tea and my kitten, and some candle buying (mulled wine, harvest, holiday berry) and book-buying. (anyone want a copy of Gaiman's Smoke & Mirrors? I bought an extra by accident)

i have never figured out how to deal with people making those i love sad, uncomfortable, angry or really any other negative emotion. my first impulse is, always has been, and very well may be always will be, violence towards the thing negatively affecting said person, and then get said person into my space and feed them. i'm not sure why physical violence appeals so much to me, it's been years since i've seriously damaged anyone, and i know that it doesn't solve anything, but the impulse remains.

watching Light's crashy game makes me nauseous. so i'm going to put away dishes.