"she just got sad, then she got stuck"
Sep. 1st, 2004 11:48 ami tried, a little bit, to begin making the library mine.
and i tried, a little bit, to explain to Light what the problem is.
time will tell how successful either attempt is/was.
i learned to only prepare dinner or confess my feelings of inadequacy to the boy, that both cannot be accompished at the the same time without a fair amount of blood loss. (there is a slice out of my left thumb.)
i cheated, and instead of going to the house to work, i went to the library to read. it was comforting to lose myself that way. it's been too long since i've gone to B&N and just left all my troubles elsewhere.
cheated. the house. work. healthy framework, eh?
i'm trying to figure out where my vaunted force of will has gone, why i cannot simply decide i am going to drag comfort and security and home out of this, come hell or high water?
i will figure something out. it just seems like the exhausting kind of challenge as opposed to the growing, intriguing-puzzle kind.
and i tried, a little bit, to explain to Light what the problem is.
time will tell how successful either attempt is/was.
i learned to only prepare dinner or confess my feelings of inadequacy to the boy, that both cannot be accompished at the the same time without a fair amount of blood loss. (there is a slice out of my left thumb.)
i cheated, and instead of going to the house to work, i went to the library to read. it was comforting to lose myself that way. it's been too long since i've gone to B&N and just left all my troubles elsewhere.
cheated. the house. work. healthy framework, eh?
i'm trying to figure out where my vaunted force of will has gone, why i cannot simply decide i am going to drag comfort and security and home out of this, come hell or high water?
i will figure something out. it just seems like the exhausting kind of challenge as opposed to the growing, intriguing-puzzle kind.