omnia_mutantur | (no subject)

So, I can't decide how to go about this.

I know I want to talk about it, and I think I want to talk about it here, even though I know that I'll probably be having a lot of the conversations I need/want to have with either Chile or Junkyard in other forums. And this still feels fragile to me, and I'm trying to figure out a way to respect that in myself. (since my normal approach to most of emotions involves exposing them on a hillside overnight to see if they are tough enough to survive, and if they don't, they weren't meant to, the idea of protecting something seems counterintuitive) and, well, i still sort of a little bit feel like i want to vote everyone who didn't respond to my "he proposed" post off the island, even if in a realistic world, i realize a lot of people just don't read lj all that closely/all the time/something else entirely, but i still am a little bit afraid that people did read it, and didn't feel it worthy of comment or a good idea at all and i don't like that feeling at all.

That said, anyone want to opt into a How Our Protagonist Learns About Planning an Elopement and the Attendant Issues, both Practical and Personal filter?