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Apr. 5th, 2020 08:51 pm Just like everyone else, my sense of time is getting wonky. It feels sort of like a stutter step, and keeps bringing to mind the line "slow, slow, quick quick slow". I can't focus on one thing or the other, I go through spurts of cleaningbakingreadingcrafting and then spurts of youtube videos and nonoograms, thinking "tomorrow will be different" and then it's not.
Definitely want for more contact then I'm getting and even before all this intentional distance, was feeling the lack of conversations in my life, and am wondering if the thing I want is something more suited to an earlier decade of my life. It's starting to feel like there are going to be warm spring evenings, the kind where I just want to sit somewhere and drink herbal tea and talk about how we're figuring out what to do with our lives. Soonish, I'd even be able to provide the porch and the tea. (I have both now, but no seating).
Maybe tomorrow's a day that I do something different? Maybe tomorrow's the day I figure out how to interact with more people on all the various slacks and discords I'm on? Or maybe I'll just stay in bed and finish the entire new CL Polk novel in one day while serving as cat furniture.
Definitely want for more contact then I'm getting and even before all this intentional distance, was feeling the lack of conversations in my life, and am wondering if the thing I want is something more suited to an earlier decade of my life. It's starting to feel like there are going to be warm spring evenings, the kind where I just want to sit somewhere and drink herbal tea and talk about how we're figuring out what to do with our lives. Soonish, I'd even be able to provide the porch and the tea. (I have both now, but no seating).
Maybe tomorrow's a day that I do something different? Maybe tomorrow's the day I figure out how to interact with more people on all the various slacks and discords I'm on? Or maybe I'll just stay in bed and finish the entire new CL Polk novel in one day while serving as cat furniture.
