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 Home, achy, still haven't actually looked at my boobs but reports say that the tattoo damage was minimal.  Apparently there was a lot of scar tissue and both implants had ruptured, so at the very least i wasn't entirely imagining the pain and the mri results weren't false positives.  

I'm in a deeply uncomfortable emotional valley, where I need distraction, but am not capable of focusing on things long enough to be distracted.   so, sulky.  very, very sulky.