"meet me at the construction site"
Feb. 15th, 2020 09:06 pm I don't go to about two thirds of the things I identify as a thing I want to go do. I probably don't even see a third of the things I buy tickets for. Some of it is basic inertia/laziness/counter-motivation, I like being comfortable, and if I'm home and it's the right temperature or I'm sleepy (which, let's face it, I'm usually at my most awake from like 6am-11am, and everything else is downhill from there, and very few things take place in that window) or if I'm anxious (which, let's face it, I usually am) or even if it's just dark and no one who cohabitates with me wants to go and so I'd have to lyft there and back. (or public transit, even though the new house really isn't that convenient for that).
And of course, I'll miss Spark most, and a handful of people who I won't be comfortable having come to visit. And witchclass and therapy. But also the Kris Delmhorst show on the 12th, And Rebecca Solnit and Carmen Maria Machado, the race and polyamory talk at Good Vibes, Hauswitch's ritual for reproductive justice. So, you know, things.
But, I'm still cross at the things I won't be able to go to.(well, maybe not the Primrose meeting, I'm pretty comfortable skipping that, I feel like I paid my dues and did the unsexy part of the eboard needing to do some things in lieu of a conchair, and now can hand the sexier parts off)
And of course, I'll miss Spark most, and a handful of people who I won't be comfortable having come to visit. And witchclass and therapy. But also the Kris Delmhorst show on the 12th, And Rebecca Solnit and Carmen Maria Machado, the race and polyamory talk at Good Vibes, Hauswitch's ritual for reproductive justice. So, you know, things.
There's probably an open house on the condo tomorrow, which I will spend all of the day trying very hard not to think about failing at the attempt. Wish us luck?