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Jul. 9th, 2019 09:48 pm It still occasionally blows my mind that I'm a person who regularly drives through Harvard Square.
Lovely day with Spark. She was clingy, which made me feel badly for not seeing her for a week, but also it was nice to be missed. And I convinced her to dance in her carseat along with me dancing in my seat at red lights.
Saw Mech and Teach this weekend and volunteered to hang out with my niblings twice a month starting in September. Which is super-exciting.
Tomorrow I have the fucking MRI. Today I had the intake call, where they made sure to tell me I'd have dibs on the IV nurse after I snickered when they asked if I'd ever had anyone have trouble accessing my veins.
New omnia did a thing where she stood up for herself because she thought it was more important to clear the air than have someone like her. Sadly, new omnia was still operating with old omnia's autonomic nervous system and it was super-hard to go to bed last night.
I'm at the don'twanna stage hard enough that I'm refusing to go to bed because if I do then I'll have to wake up and it'll be tomorrow. And I feel like a whiny asshole because it's just a goddamn MRI. So I can feel anxious and feel bad about feeling anxious simultaneously because I've got skills. Annoying, annoying skills.
I'm also getting anxious about conB. I'm doing a nicely secluded thing for the most part and a thing I think is important for the rest. Hopefully it'll be seeing some people I like, a bunch of people I'm indifferent to, a couple people who make me either anxious or murderous and getting a lot of cross stitch done.
The first of my new computer stickers have come in, and while I need the whole assortment to be here to sticker the exterior, I've applied "wait i see a dog" and an incredibly hard to describe monster/tortoiseshell cat drawing that makes me think both of the idea of familiars and the beastie in the Dorothea Tanning painting that looms so large in my mythology.
Lovely day with Spark. She was clingy, which made me feel badly for not seeing her for a week, but also it was nice to be missed. And I convinced her to dance in her carseat along with me dancing in my seat at red lights.
Saw Mech and Teach this weekend and volunteered to hang out with my niblings twice a month starting in September. Which is super-exciting.
Tomorrow I have the fucking MRI. Today I had the intake call, where they made sure to tell me I'd have dibs on the IV nurse after I snickered when they asked if I'd ever had anyone have trouble accessing my veins.
New omnia did a thing where she stood up for herself because she thought it was more important to clear the air than have someone like her. Sadly, new omnia was still operating with old omnia's autonomic nervous system and it was super-hard to go to bed last night.
I'm at the don'twanna stage hard enough that I'm refusing to go to bed because if I do then I'll have to wake up and it'll be tomorrow. And I feel like a whiny asshole because it's just a goddamn MRI. So I can feel anxious and feel bad about feeling anxious simultaneously because I've got skills. Annoying, annoying skills.
I'm also getting anxious about conB. I'm doing a nicely secluded thing for the most part and a thing I think is important for the rest. Hopefully it'll be seeing some people I like, a bunch of people I'm indifferent to, a couple people who make me either anxious or murderous and getting a lot of cross stitch done.
The first of my new computer stickers have come in, and while I need the whole assortment to be here to sticker the exterior, I've applied "wait i see a dog" and an incredibly hard to describe monster/tortoiseshell cat drawing that makes me think both of the idea of familiars and the beastie in the Dorothea Tanning painting that looms so large in my mythology.
