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Sep. 3rd, 2017 09:12 am Day 12? 11? 1?
I'm not sure if I want to start from the beginning, acknowledge that I skipped a day or just keep counting days. Hopefully I'll decide by next entry.
Yesterday was devoted to a stomach bug I don't have sufficient adjectives for. Suffice to say, I was miserable in many different ways. Today, however, I'm mildly hungry and that didn't change as soon as I presented myself with food, the headache is about 80% gone and the cramps are significantly less painful. I did however finally manage to watch a movie with subtitles, because my energy was low enough I didn't want to multitask (I normally fuck around on the computer or stitch or clean while watching netflix, which means that subtitled movies don't really work. Train to Busan is a startlingly touching zombie movie.
The original plan was to go hang out on Abundance's boat today, I'm not sure if I'm quite up for that and I'm extremely disappointed in myself. Maybe I'll feel miraculously better, but it was supposed to be a weekend of sexy fun times and being on the ocean and taking the dog to Cat Rock and all those things. Why couldn't I be sick like this during the week, when it just inconveniences me and the dog?
Labor day sales tempt me left and right. Squishables, subversive cross stitch, Kiyonna, all the fall-themed perfumes. I used to keep lists of what I coveted, maybe I should start that up again, it felt somehow the same as creating these endless pinterest boards and etsy wishlists, consuming without having to deal with the objects consumed.
I'm not sure if I want to start from the beginning, acknowledge that I skipped a day or just keep counting days. Hopefully I'll decide by next entry.
Yesterday was devoted to a stomach bug I don't have sufficient adjectives for. Suffice to say, I was miserable in many different ways. Today, however, I'm mildly hungry and that didn't change as soon as I presented myself with food, the headache is about 80% gone and the cramps are significantly less painful. I did however finally manage to watch a movie with subtitles, because my energy was low enough I didn't want to multitask (I normally fuck around on the computer or stitch or clean while watching netflix, which means that subtitled movies don't really work. Train to Busan is a startlingly touching zombie movie.
The original plan was to go hang out on Abundance's boat today, I'm not sure if I'm quite up for that and I'm extremely disappointed in myself. Maybe I'll feel miraculously better, but it was supposed to be a weekend of sexy fun times and being on the ocean and taking the dog to Cat Rock and all those things. Why couldn't I be sick like this during the week, when it just inconveniences me and the dog?
Labor day sales tempt me left and right. Squishables, subversive cross stitch, Kiyonna, all the fall-themed perfumes. I used to keep lists of what I coveted, maybe I should start that up again, it felt somehow the same as creating these endless pinterest boards and etsy wishlists, consuming without having to deal with the objects consumed.