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Jul. 21st, 2014 09:33 pmDay two.
Looking back on my entries, I realize that I didn't clarify that the legal documents were all wills and POA and those sort of things. Nothing with any disasters in it.
I make comments about being like real grownups, and I guess we kind of are. We have plans for retirement, and a teeny bit of a long-term plan (the same one everyone here does, which is wait for the green line to come in, sell, and move to Arlington so I can get a second dog). We picked charities for our money to go to, and then instructed the rest to be split between our four siblings and left a provision for whatever pets we end up with at the time and named Media executor. And it still strikes me as make-believe some days, that the girl who picked her major because she didn't expect to survive college and so didn't need to worry about long term prospects has this life.
Abundance gave me a pendant I wore every day from valentine's day to a couple days ago. I lost it and I feel sort of bereft and he says we'll fix it and I believe him, but I'm still cross/sad at myself.
It's time to start making August plans, and I keep chickening out at the last minute, because what if the boot doesn't come off, what if these old lady bones still haven't healed, what if i somehow damaged it by walking on it, even if the doctor said I could walk on it? what if the cast comes off and if I can't go on vacation because I need to go to all the physical therapy to relearn how to walk? What if my foot just falls off?
and on that note, bedtime.
Looking back on my entries, I realize that I didn't clarify that the legal documents were all wills and POA and those sort of things. Nothing with any disasters in it.
I make comments about being like real grownups, and I guess we kind of are. We have plans for retirement, and a teeny bit of a long-term plan (the same one everyone here does, which is wait for the green line to come in, sell, and move to Arlington so I can get a second dog). We picked charities for our money to go to, and then instructed the rest to be split between our four siblings and left a provision for whatever pets we end up with at the time and named Media executor. And it still strikes me as make-believe some days, that the girl who picked her major because she didn't expect to survive college and so didn't need to worry about long term prospects has this life.
Abundance gave me a pendant I wore every day from valentine's day to a couple days ago. I lost it and I feel sort of bereft and he says we'll fix it and I believe him, but I'm still cross/sad at myself.
It's time to start making August plans, and I keep chickening out at the last minute, because what if the boot doesn't come off, what if these old lady bones still haven't healed, what if i somehow damaged it by walking on it, even if the doctor said I could walk on it? what if the cast comes off and if I can't go on vacation because I need to go to all the physical therapy to relearn how to walk? What if my foot just falls off?
and on that note, bedtime.
