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"Listen, everyone has a chance."
May. 13th, 2013 11:50 amI was starting to make a list of everything that made me think of anyone (other than Light, that is, because the answer for Light is pretty much everything, all the time). But it ended up seeming sad and stalkery, and it didn't really convey the mood I was trying to go for, which was trying to put the feeling down in words about how I think about a handful of people often.
I wonder if you would like this thing I saw, or if you would be the right person to ask this question. I wonder where you are, and if you're happy. I wonder what you're reading right now, and what you're hoping the day will hold. I wonder why this particular taste reminds me of you, or how I got on this train of thought that leads me to trying to rehearse the next thing I'll say to you, or how to work up the courage to message you first. I think about plans we've got in the future, and how soothing it is to perform the idea of futures. I wonder if you've ever been to this place I want to go to, if this youtube video would make you laugh. I wonder if anything scares you. I wonder what you want from the world, and if there's any way to slot myself into that.
And, of course, I wonder what you think of me, if I've offended you, if there's something you're throwing down that I'm not picking up, if some part of my presentation of self isn't translating into your dialect, what you think I want of you.
And these are all different (for me) than the questions I would ask you, because they usually aren't the questions I would ask, they're the things I'd approach slantwise, if at all.
There was another post I was going to write about my lovely vacation, and my desire for another tattoo, and how I want to figure out the answer to the question "how can i be more awesome?".
How do you think you could be more awesome?
I wonder if you would like this thing I saw, or if you would be the right person to ask this question. I wonder where you are, and if you're happy. I wonder what you're reading right now, and what you're hoping the day will hold. I wonder why this particular taste reminds me of you, or how I got on this train of thought that leads me to trying to rehearse the next thing I'll say to you, or how to work up the courage to message you first. I think about plans we've got in the future, and how soothing it is to perform the idea of futures. I wonder if you've ever been to this place I want to go to, if this youtube video would make you laugh. I wonder if anything scares you. I wonder what you want from the world, and if there's any way to slot myself into that.
And, of course, I wonder what you think of me, if I've offended you, if there's something you're throwing down that I'm not picking up, if some part of my presentation of self isn't translating into your dialect, what you think I want of you.
And these are all different (for me) than the questions I would ask you, because they usually aren't the questions I would ask, they're the things I'd approach slantwise, if at all.
There was another post I was going to write about my lovely vacation, and my desire for another tattoo, and how I want to figure out the answer to the question "how can i be more awesome?".
How do you think you could be more awesome?
