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I stayed home from work today, after having a) accidentally skipped threes dose of omeprazole and b) accidentally had a bowl of cereal with spoiled milk at 2am (possibly multiple bowls, thank you ambien).

And today was all about microcleaning. I didn't do the dishes, but I took all the shelves out of the refrigerator and washed them, I didn't do the laundry but I shredded three shreddersfull worth of old paperwork.

I have all sorts of thoughts that bear thinking, but I'm skirting around the edges of them, on the off chance that they'll skitter away if I look directly at them. (Hawaii, being naked, sex, swimming, beauty, resolutions, pets, postcards, the ED biography, cons, lists, travel)

I bought Light a ring in Hawaii, and it's making me all sorts of smug and giddy. I would totally marry him again today, and all the other days.

I've decided I want to go to Hawaii for every leap year day. Hopefully in the next four years I can persuade Hips and Hands this is an excellent plan.

In sadder news, Light's picking up my Princess's ashes tomorrow, and I'm pretty sure that'll mean crying for another week straight. But now, to bed.

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I stayed home from work today, after having a) accidentally skipped threes dose of omeprazole and b) accidentally had a bowl of cereal with spoiled milk at 2am (possibly multiple bowls, thank you ambien).

And today was all about microcleaning. I didn't do the dishes, but I took all the shelves out of the refrigerator and washed them, I didn't do the laundry but I shredded three shreddersfull worth of old paperwork.

I have all sorts of thoughts that bear thinking, but I'm skirting around the edges of them, on the off chance that they'll skitter away if I look directly at them. (Hawaii, being naked, sex, swimming, beauty, resolutions, pets, postcards, the ED biography, cons, lists, travel)

I bought Light a ring in Hawaii, and it's making me all sorts of smug and giddy. I would totally marry him again today, and all the other days.

I've decided I want to go to Hawaii for every leap year day. Hopefully in the next four years I can persuade Hips and Hands this is an excellent plan.

In sadder news, Light's picking up my Princess's ashes tomorrow, and I'm pretty sure that'll mean crying for another week straight. But now, to bed.