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I continue to feel all wrung out from yesterday's anxiety attack. I'm still pretty firmly convinced that no good news comes by certified mail, but mostly this just highlighted the fact that while having a month-to-month lease is lovely and flexible, occasionally it's also a little anxiety inducing. For those of you playing along at home, if you've got hangups about needing stable environments, don't go from home-owning back to renting.

I made myself an ipod playlist entitled "listen to this instead" because leaving the matter up to simple shuffling resulted in far too many seriously depressing songs. I rocked out in the kitchen making the apple bread, and sincerely hope that my landlady couldn't hear me singing along to "Best Cock on the Block."

Four cups of tea and I remain barely conscious though. We'll see how tonight goes.

(no subject)

I continue to feel all wrung out from yesterday's anxiety attack. I'm still pretty firmly convinced that no good news comes by certified mail, but mostly this just highlighted the fact that while having a month-to-month lease is lovely and flexible, occasionally it's also a little anxiety inducing. For those of you playing along at home, if you've got hangups about needing stable environments, don't go from home-owning back to renting.

I made myself an ipod playlist entitled "listen to this instead" because leaving the matter up to simple shuffling resulted in far too many seriously depressing songs. I rocked out in the kitchen making the apple bread, and sincerely hope that my landlady couldn't hear me singing along to "Best Cock on the Block."

Four cups of tea and I remain barely conscious though. We'll see how tonight goes.