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Stealing internet for the moment, about to get up and continue unpacking. We have landed in Somerville, Light's off to his first day of work, and the cats have all stopped screaming quite so much. It appears we will not be making an offer on the George St house, which breaks my heart but also seems like it's probably the right thing to do, but as per usual, I'm convinced any decision I make is the wrong one.

I'm trying something, writing mostly offline until I feel I've regained a little bit of my equilibrium. I'm not sure exactly what 'it' is, only that I know that I keep losing it. I actually sobbed out the words "I'll never be clean again" on Sunday.

Now, onto rocking out to college-era Ani and degriming everything I can reach. Well, after I finish my tea and convince the cat to move.

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Stealing internet for the moment, about to get up and continue unpacking. We have landed in Somerville, Light's off to his first day of work, and the cats have all stopped screaming quite so much. It appears we will not be making an offer on the George St house, which breaks my heart but also seems like it's probably the right thing to do, but as per usual, I'm convinced any decision I make is the wrong one.

I'm trying something, writing mostly offline until I feel I've regained a little bit of my equilibrium. I'm not sure exactly what 'it' is, only that I know that I keep losing it. I actually sobbed out the words "I'll never be clean again" on Sunday.

Now, onto rocking out to college-era Ani and degriming everything I can reach. Well, after I finish my tea and convince the cat to move.