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stoned on vicodin again, finished the first season of veronica mars, trying to convince my cat not to headbutt me. i've tried to read, but it's hard to focus, and so i just keep playing with the stumble widget in firefox, and looking for some spring-like icons. i keep wanting to clean but my balance isn't all that at the moment, and Light tells me not to worry about it, and instead i pour over cookbooks, making a huge list of these i want to try and cook someday. i feel like i should be trying to do something productive or anything at all, but certain facial expressions still make me want to cry. tomorrow's another not-working day, and hopefully we'll manage to grocery shop and maybe even catch a matinee but for now, i'll doze off to more TV.

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stoned on vicodin again, finished the first season of veronica mars, trying to convince my cat not to headbutt me. i've tried to read, but it's hard to focus, and so i just keep playing with the stumble widget in firefox, and looking for some spring-like icons. i keep wanting to clean but my balance isn't all that at the moment, and Light tells me not to worry about it, and instead i pour over cookbooks, making a huge list of these i want to try and cook someday. i feel like i should be trying to do something productive or anything at all, but certain facial expressions still make me want to cry. tomorrow's another not-working day, and hopefully we'll manage to grocery shop and maybe even catch a matinee but for now, i'll doze off to more TV.