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Mar. 17th, 2006 04:26 pmOn the one hand, i've been doing pretty good on the not-freaking-out front. T-17 hours.
On the other, by the name of all that anyone considers holy, there's at best even odds that i'd do something truly horrific to a defenseless baby animal for a cigarette right now. (it's been two years, four months and change at this point, and i feel like i've gone right back to level of craving i had the day after i quit. i know this is what anxiety does, and i'm grateful i just walked by the convenience store, but i'm in a world full of arrgggh right now)
On the other, by the name of all that anyone considers holy, there's at best even odds that i'd do something truly horrific to a defenseless baby animal for a cigarette right now. (it's been two years, four months and change at this point, and i feel like i've gone right back to level of craving i had the day after i quit. i know this is what anxiety does, and i'm grateful i just walked by the convenience store, but i'm in a world full of arrgggh right now)
