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i will be okay with putting myself out there and not getting a response. i will try and understand that different people have different versions of the same story. i will feel unassailed. i will find a symbol for this and ink it in my skin. something like this icon, floating on a magic carpet made of cinderblocks and my faith in human nature.

i think reading Byatt makes me fussy. or maybe it's the ten episodes of Lost in a row. but there will chickpea soup tonight, and i'll call the doctor about the tickle in the back of my throat tomorrow, and i'll find my way back to the groove i was in. this will be an awesome year, i know it and i can feel it and i really really want that bonedeep satisfaction to have more effect on my skindeep moods.

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i will be okay with putting myself out there and not getting a response. i will try and understand that different people have different versions of the same story. i will feel unassailed. i will find a symbol for this and ink it in my skin. something like this icon, floating on a magic carpet made of cinderblocks and my faith in human nature.

i think reading Byatt makes me fussy. or maybe it's the ten episodes of Lost in a row. but there will chickpea soup tonight, and i'll call the doctor about the tickle in the back of my throat tomorrow, and i'll find my way back to the groove i was in. this will be an awesome year, i know it and i can feel it and i really really want that bonedeep satisfaction to have more effect on my skindeep moods.