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May. 1st, 2005 07:11 amand now, with additional profanity.
dammit. and fuckity.
i can't put it out of my head. the first thing i thought when i woke up this morning (after "is the cat doing dishes?" not having rolled over yet to find light absent) was about dental surgery. and i'm trying to remember how i managed to put the impending surgeries aside last time and live my life until they happened without being constantly under the shadow, and i can't remember. so if anyone has any tips, feel free to remind me. in theory, i'm hoping to put the first stage off until august, and then the second stage off until late december, so as to avoid being a mouth-mutant for any of this year's three weddings. (not that i think anyone would care, i just...like my dignity right where it is, thank you)
they told me to pre-empt losing the tooth, not wait until it became a problem and to just get it out in the next three-to-six months, because it was relatively certain that left to its own devices, i'd lose the tooth in a year,and probably due to an infection.
it's here and now i envy my mother the trick of simply stopping thinking about things that upset her, be it my childhood or impending medical procedures or the state of the world. and sometimes, i wonder if i'll ever manage to stop dwelling on the things that make me crazy, simply because i spend so much time trying not to head in her direction that i force myself to the other extreme.
but tomorrow (maybe) i get a new computer and get to stop cribbing Light's, so maybe i'll just spend all my time playing puzzle pirates and cooking and use that as avoidance. (cooking aside: i made the cashew-carrot curry again last night, and the pulan, and raita and chutney for tulip and abg. soygurt's a little too sweet for raita, i think, the cayenne and the sweetness went oddly together. but the meal was both dairy and wheat-free, so a success on that account as well as on the people-ate-lots account.)
now, i think it's time for tivo'd (what would that adjective be?) cirque du soleil shows. and in other news, i'm excited that the dude from Numbers will be in serenity, because i have a huge old-fashioned crush on him. so much so, that i'm going to go watch the trailer. well, that's not the only reason. there's the huge fangirl part too.
dammit. and fuckity.
i can't put it out of my head. the first thing i thought when i woke up this morning (after "is the cat doing dishes?" not having rolled over yet to find light absent) was about dental surgery. and i'm trying to remember how i managed to put the impending surgeries aside last time and live my life until they happened without being constantly under the shadow, and i can't remember. so if anyone has any tips, feel free to remind me. in theory, i'm hoping to put the first stage off until august, and then the second stage off until late december, so as to avoid being a mouth-mutant for any of this year's three weddings. (not that i think anyone would care, i just...like my dignity right where it is, thank you)
they told me to pre-empt losing the tooth, not wait until it became a problem and to just get it out in the next three-to-six months, because it was relatively certain that left to its own devices, i'd lose the tooth in a year,and probably due to an infection.
it's here and now i envy my mother the trick of simply stopping thinking about things that upset her, be it my childhood or impending medical procedures or the state of the world. and sometimes, i wonder if i'll ever manage to stop dwelling on the things that make me crazy, simply because i spend so much time trying not to head in her direction that i force myself to the other extreme.
but tomorrow (maybe) i get a new computer and get to stop cribbing Light's, so maybe i'll just spend all my time playing puzzle pirates and cooking and use that as avoidance. (cooking aside: i made the cashew-carrot curry again last night, and the pulan, and raita and chutney for tulip and abg. soygurt's a little too sweet for raita, i think, the cayenne and the sweetness went oddly together. but the meal was both dairy and wheat-free, so a success on that account as well as on the people-ate-lots account.)
now, i think it's time for tivo'd (what would that adjective be?) cirque du soleil shows. and in other news, i'm excited that the dude from Numbers will be in serenity, because i have a huge old-fashioned crush on him. so much so, that i'm going to go watch the trailer. well, that's not the only reason. there's the huge fangirl part too.
