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caved to the migraine. stayed home, went to the doctor, got meds. been spending the day dozing on and off. was going to order pizza, changed my mind and had oatmeal and tea for dinner.

i think i'm a wreck all the time, now. i used to be stronger. i can't tell why i'm scared, i just know that i am. i'm going to be terribly angry at myself if i'm not better enough to go to the show tomorrow night, it's pretty much the first time ever we'd be going to see a favorite band of light's rather than mine, but he said he wouldn't go without me.

the pain's not gone, it's just further away, and i'm not so dizzy. played the name game with junkyard, where he played worldleaders and i played authors.

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caved to the migraine. stayed home, went to the doctor, got meds. been spending the day dozing on and off. was going to order pizza, changed my mind and had oatmeal and tea for dinner.

i think i'm a wreck all the time, now. i used to be stronger. i can't tell why i'm scared, i just know that i am. i'm going to be terribly angry at myself if i'm not better enough to go to the show tomorrow night, it's pretty much the first time ever we'd be going to see a favorite band of light's rather than mine, but he said he wouldn't go without me.

the pain's not gone, it's just further away, and i'm not so dizzy. played the name game with junkyard, where he played worldleaders and i played authors.

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